I thought Im much happier after Friday morning, but it seems like , Im just lying to myself . Maybe because , Im home all day long today . Maybe because , Im really lying to myself. Maybe because , Im just feeling unwell today . Maybe because , Im just being insane . Or mad , or eccentric , or crazy . Maybe because , It's just my hallucination. But I seriously felt those emotions that I hate alot . Aww , I hate the feeling . I just want to dump and drop everything away . And yet it's like , I cant run away from it.
Im bascially rotting at home today cos my mum dont let me out . And I seriously also dont know where to go . Wanting to vent out everything by some methods , but but but , I couldnt find anyone to acc me. As for tmr . I really hope I can go out . And I think im exerting too much pressure on myself.
IF I really fail my DnT , I think , I will cry like hell and I see no point in education anymore .
